So I haven't been online for a long time. At least, not on deviantArt. I just got bored of doing the same things over and over again.

ANYWAY -

I'm back now, and cleaning up all the lame, good-for-nothing artwork that was utter rubbish (I don't swear, even in journals, *laughs*).

This is partly because I am tired of fanfiction, partly because I have to figure out how to use Photoshop again and partly because I do not have my awesome PC (I'm now using a loaned laptop - which is great for writing, but I'm tired of all my fanfiction and original writing). Also, I think art and writing are both good ways of drowning my sorrows as I am still awaiting the results of whether I got in Monash Medical School in Malaysia or not (I was rejected, but I appealed and the results are yet to be known). SO I'm obviously unhappy since I've wanted to be a doctor since forever.

So, that's all for now.

So, I haven't updated for a long time.

1) Finished A-Levels
2) Sat for ISATs to get into Monash Medical School (in Malaysia)
3) Had an interview for said medical school

I have been busy so much that I have failed to update. Now it's the holidays, so, yeah...

Be seeing you guys around...

On Wednesday, April 2nd, 2008, I turned sixteen.

Let's party! Woohoo! I am now sixteen, going on seventeen!

Okay, at the risk of sounding too Sound of Music, I will stop. But I'm so happy.

Okay, and I know today isn't April 2nd, but I couldn't go online before this, alright? I have A-Levels! I need to study!

And, okay, I haven't come online recently. Read the above paragraph. Exams are very important if I want to secure a bright future in med. school.

And I still have to study.

But I managed to upload like, four deviations all in one day. I think they're interesting. I mean, it's nothing spectacular, but I like them.

And I hope everyone else does too.

So I was looking at all my deviations (which aren't many) and one thing strikes me -

Why are all the recent ones so dark and brooding? Much like my friend Mahya's style more than mine (who is the queen of emo - on myspace she's invited to all these groups because of her emo-ness).

So what's with this current state of affairs? Am I actually troubled (which could be the case since I have been having emotional breakdowns - don't ask)?

Maybe it's just because I like the style? Or maybe it's because I've been pushing myself into my studies, resulting in a drain of energy which extends to photomanipulation?

Definitely the style.

But, just to make sure I study, I'm going to repeat this:

STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY!

Hey, I've got A-Levels in less than 5 months. Doesn't hurt to remind myself and keep myself focused.

And by the way, my wow(!) mood is because Taufiq showed me shuffling... Awesome! I think I'll start too!

(See, I'm not always emo or always nose-stuck-in-books.)

So, after my computer crashed (and my father took an unreasonably long time to finish up on it), and my exams, and my getting my computer in tip-top shape, before it crashed (excluding getting my 500+ songs returned, since there is no way in a million gazillion years to get all the songs back by simply re-downloading it from Limewire - I'll have to download it from my uncle instead), it's perfectly understandable why I haven't been on deviantART.

Isn't it?

Well, I won't be back on for long - AS in May/June!

Luck!